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Khairunnisa aka Nisasa,Nisa
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Talk

2.22.2007
@6:30 PM

To All :

Happy Chinese New Year!!
ok first of all.. blogger is being very very very bitchy to me today. It doesn't want to upload my pictures.
Anyways, I am so HATING GROCERY SHOPPING. Today was the worst of all. Ok you guys might be wondering why the hell am i doing that when i have my mum and dad to do it for me. I'm staying at my grandfather's cos he is feeling unwell.Helping him with the shopping.
So he gave me a list of things to buy.
Grocery List:
  1. 5 tomatoes
  2. ginger
  3. spinach
  4. dragon fruit
  5. grapes
  6. bean sprouts
  7. cranberry juice
  8. 3 bottles of water any water.

Then he wants me to get these food for him.

2 Fillet O fish. - 1 meal and the other just the burger.

1 more french fries and an apple pie.

2 Prata kosong

Might i REMIND you he is sick. grrrrr...and he is eating all these junk.

He lives in Toa payoh where all thes things are not centralised.

My Journey:

I went to get the prata first since its way out of the route. Bought them had to wait cos they were cooking. How stupid i thought all is already made and just packed it up.

BOO TO THEM!!

Got myself kway teow. it was faster than the prata man.

Then i went down to the NTUC. So i got the tomato first. got them and get the lady to put a tag on it. Then ginger.. First and foremost..WHAT is GINGER?? i know what they look like but i wasnt sure whether it was the white one or the orange one. So i bought both. and i don't know HOW MUCH/MANY to buy. So i got both for 1.30 bucks each kind.

Then i went to get the spinach.. Again. HOW DOES A SPINACH LOOK LIKE. There weren't any english names!! I was like helllo??2ost century! Where is ENGLISH?? So i got this leavy thing which is " Chye Syn" <- heck i don't know how to spell. It looks leafy enough so i bought it.

Then i went to the dragon fruit.. EH I KNOW HOW IT LOOKS LIKE. Then the paper put there choose the sweet one. I was like .. OH MAN... HOW ???THEY ALL LOOK ALIKE!!! Then this lady came up. I decided to see how she chooses it..She ws smelling it. A thought came to me how do u smell it. its not like Durians. -.-" Den she was picking them.. but i still cant see how she picks it. Heck. Another man came next to her and start to squish it.. i was like "oh i did that they all feel the same to me." After doing all those the two put only ONE inside their basket. How RETARDED!!!!

So smart Nisa went up there.. and just took two of those they set aside for their 2nd elimination round. ahahahah...I think i did good. Or.. i'll just wait for my grandfather to eat it.See the results then.

Lucky me!! the bean sprouts are being packed already!! ahahahah!!! yeyness!!

Then i went to the grape section. He wanted the red kind .SWEET. I was like.. ok.. how do i know if its sweet?? -.-" So i just went there and I was so tired cos i was like 45mins there... just looking and choosing for the things mentioned above... I just took the one in the packet. Its red. I don't know if its sweet. heck.

Then i went up the aisle to get the Cranberry juice.. i forgot..he wanted the BIG packet..So with the things in my shopping basket with the hot kway teow and the prata i was like oh shit i need to make 2 trips.. i was like freak man..took the juice.. my hands were tired by then and i was in a cranky mood.Went to the cashier to pay for them.

At the cashier..there were two ladies talking to each other. I 'accidentally' heard them gossiping about a fellow friend.One of this stupid monkey of a buffon lady turned and was coughing at my face.. i was like WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM. She said "excuse me" to her FUCKING FRIEND. HELLO??!!! I wonder what is wrong in this picture... SHE COUGHED AT ME not her stupid FRIEND. i was so pissed and i said." My goodness.. you need a breath mint!" She just stared at me. The cashier sensing danger asked her for her stuff. She stared at me and was whispering to her friend. beside me was a row of breath mints and i was like.." hey you want one?". Lucky the nice cashier lady asked for her stupid money.The cashier and some other nice people actually saw all that happened so she told me to calm down and forget about this kind of people. I was nice to her and said thank you with a big smile.

With all the heavy stuff i went back to grandfather's house to deposit them. Then i went down back to the NTUC to get the drinks. This time, i was faster. Got them and went straight to the cashier at the second story. A lady infront of me apparantly was doubting that the cashier counted the stuff correctly and asked her to rescan them again. I was " MY GOODNESS IS IT ME OR EVERYBODY IS TRYING TO BE A BITCH TODAY?"

it was packed since it was going home office hour and for you to do this kind of things is damn inconsiderate. she should just checked the reciept. LAZY BITCH!I waited in line for a full 20 mins! Guess what after that the stupid bitch did not take her membership card so MY cashier.. who was suppose to be tending to ME saw her card and told me she wuld be right back to chase that stupid bitch. She came back 10 mins later. I was soooooo pissed by then and i Knew it wasn't the cashier fault so i just gave her a small smile when i went out.

I realised i forgot the stuff i was suppose to buy at MC Donalds. I was like... wat the freak....rushed there. and got the stuff. The lady at the counter was slower than a tortise. Seriously and she still could talk to her stupid friend who was just as slow as her. The manager saw the grumpy face of mine and the customer next to me.( the slow aunties are side by side) Rushed to the rescue. She gave me all my things within 5 mins. I was like wow that is fast so i gave him a smile.

I reached home at 645pm. I went out at 430. See lah.. that was the longest shop i had. Today was bad luck.. all the casier i went to either have some problems or just that they suck at servicing.

I went back home and my grandfather said... "eh u got the wrong kind of vegetables" i was like huh? then he said " i want spinach not chye syn. then i told him i don't know what is what and i was too tired to go down again.. He laughed and then told me its ok. He said he wanted ginger.. 1 was enough.. i was like i din noe. Its ok.. keep for stock!!

I bathed and now typing the series of events to you.. More calmed.. the apple pie i took it from him.. heh heh...

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2.18.2007
@4:54 PM

Hey darlings

its been a long time since i updated. Anyhows, i'm so glad i'm finally relaxing now. The pressure is off. I'm also researching on nueropathy for diabetic patients. It's for my final year project. I think i'll die....its damn difficult and i'm afraid i'd fail...

Monkey sis.. dun be afraid okies... ill come see you soon!!I promise.... heh.. i miss you so much and i have a lot to tell...i feel so tired without ur laughter...as if energy is sucked out from within me.

I need to take a bath now.. yeah now.. i havent bathe since just now.. ahahahah...I'm gonna go help my aunt move out.. heh heh... jeng jeng jeng.. maybe can get something for cyriva club room... hahah..


jules! pris!! riri!!vannn!! zhen!!joey!! suria!!! weiii.....meet up sooon okies???

bye now... i needa bathe..*grins*

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2.09.2007
@1:25 PM

A BIG HUGE THANK YOU TO JULES, SHARIN,VAN AND PRIS!!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE PRESENT YOU GAVE ME! YOU GUYS ARE THEEEEEE BEST!!!

Even thou they are like a month and a half late..-.-"

i still appreaciate it!!! hahahah... thanks for the comic strips of me and *ehem*. I'll smack ur butts when I see you again.

Damn touching what you wrote. I couldn't stop grinning from ear and i read it while doing lab work. Hahah end up kena hint hint by my facilitator.. But I DUN CARE!! I read and reread those words..man...I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!

I'll post the pics up when i have the camera or when im free enough to do that.

Once again. thank you! and I really love you guys to bits!

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2.05.2007
@12:18 AM

I'm like freaking lost and pretty upset right now. Maybe for the fact that so much things tend to crumble down when I least expect it to. This has got to be the worst start of year I have had.Seriously, I feel like just hugging someone so tightly and just let all my jammed up feelings and sorrowness to just gush out!! So much things happened that I haven't had the time to sit and reflect on my actions that I have taken pertaining to the situations that I was in.

This semester grades are so so so much worse than the last semester. I just could not understand what the hell was going on half of the time in class. Some lesson are just painfully boring to sit through that I shut down. Which of course the sucky grades, that I have, logically follows. I haven't completed the PP i was suppose to have completed by now. Which sucks.


Also, I miss all my friends terribly that I think I'm starting to wonder if the reason I was hanging on to them was solely because they HAD been there for me during secondary school. I don't really know what is going on inside my mind right now as it's all messed up. I think what I am about to say might hurt them right now. But then again, this is MY blog. It's where i state whatever I think or want.

Is the reason we are all still together was because we WANT to or we HAVE to. Have to because of the sense of attachment where we regard ourselves as best friends. OR want to because of each persons' respective reasons. The argument here is that if we WANT to we'd roughly know what the others are doing and keep regular contact.Not just meeting up. I feel as if each of us HAVE to be together.As if we are binded to these words"best friends". I don't know what was going on with you and you have no idea what was going on with me. Please do not take this the wrong way, I am just stating what I think and feel. Correct me if I'm wrong.

Sister was admitted to the hospital.. Grandma too. I was scared then. I haven't visit grandma yet as she is in the different hospital as my sister was. Journey from KK Womans & Children Hospital to Singapore General Hospital is quite taxing. I haven't have much sleep for the past few days. Freak! I'm getting weaker.

It's Sharin's Birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Sorry I wasn't at your celebration. I did want to go. I just couldn't for the reason I have told you. Sorry for making you upset.

Soccer. Singapore won! I'm a little happy I guess.

All these while I have no idea to where I am heading. And I still don't. I wonder if I am doing the right thing.


sorry for the things that i have not done
sorry for the promises that were broken
sorry for not being there
sorry for upsetting you
sorry for being helpless
sorry for hating you
sorry for failing
sorry for screaming
sorry for keeping my silence
Sorry..for EVERYTHING.


Maybe you should know how it feels to be left outside alone
Maybe you know how it should feels to be left broken
Maybe you should know why I was so afraid
Maybe you should know how it feels to be helpless
Maybe you should know how it feels to have people not recognise your sorrows
Maybe you should know why I am keeping my silence thus far
Maybe you should know.
Just Maybe.

Would you help?
Would you try?
Would you ask?
Would you hug me?
Would you tell me all is fine?
Would you be there to catch when I fall?
Would you?
Or will you laugh?

I'm left confused.
I'm left helpless.
I'm left hurt.
I'm left wondering.
I'm left with nothing.





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