9.05.2006
@11:18 PM
....its been a long time since i blogged. Things here are pretty roughed up. Im falling sick like super fast. Moods change pretty quickly too...My schedule is too pack.. ahh need space need space!!
gramps just had an operation.. Dad's worried thou he looked as if hes ok. Ego.. I think i have that ego too sometimes... My brother..to no surprise failed his CA2. Thanks bro for all the yelling from mum and dad. Really appreaciate it.
what else...hmm besides neither meeting up nor talking much to my bestfriends... im feeling emotionally deprived. seriously.Its getting on my nerves.All i have with me is my good ol' buddy..my lappy. Which in no time will ceased to blow up due to excessive usage.
I think i'll ask my dad to hang a punching bag for me. I accidentally slashed my arm the other day while my cousin was holding the bloody knife in my direction. I din see it so yeah. HA! I think the pain was nice. Comforting. it reminds me i still can feel. Cos the other day i watch oprah and there was this gal whose nerves does not feel. She even chewed her hand. poked her eye.burn her fingers and broke her jaw. And she din realise that it was bad. thank god i can feel.
I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm pissed. I'm irritated beyond max.I'm sick.no.like literally.
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