Lets forget the negatives.

7.31.2006

@10:19 PM

Stress Relief.

I HATE. I REPEAT! I HATE TODAY'S LESSON!
Seriously! I felt like pulling my hair and messing it up and like seriously pull and pull and pull... which was a bit dumb cos i was wearing tudung.. how was i suppose to pull it out unless i want to pull it from the sides.. abit weird then cos there will be hairsfrom he side then i'd be like a cave women wrapped in someone's armpit.. wait.. why am i talking about this.. i was suppose to talk about how bad and evil the lesson was. ahh heck.. i ended up watching my anime..

anyways.. was actually looking forward for the cyriva prize presentation. heh heh cos aizhen will be there fer me to crap with....after the prize presentation all of us ate stuff frm the cafe esplanade wah lau.. full sia..ok.. so later went home wif aizhen.. oh by the ways... SHORTIES RULE!!

had a few laughs... thanks to aizhen.. thus i'm stress relieved..

Merci poure, le triste

7.28.2006

@9:55 PM

I am NOT CRITICIZING!!

This is what i feel about the ongoing riots and protestors by the muslims because of the muslims of other countries. Yes I am aware of the on goings that has happened to the fellow muslims. I feel their pain too. BUt for the rest of the muslims who has good intention of helping. This is not the way... People from other religion would start being cautious of u, they will shun u, they will talk bad. The thing i want to put forward here is that our religion will be put on the line where this sentence would always pop up in their mind "This religion shows so many violence."

Seriously speaking sometimes i feel ashamed of the people who go rioting. Please don't get me wrong i am not ashamed of my religion. In fact i love it. But im just so scared people will get hurt. Some unnecessary injuries.

Why don't they help in charity or sumthing. I think they could use the power and energy they have on something better.

Merci poure, le triste

7.23.2006

@6:39 PM

LOOK AT ME !!

I HAVE BEEN VERY WORRIED FOR YOU. WHY WOULDN'T U LOOK AT ME?! U WOULDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME!! but i guess i must be happy that you're ok..
look at me please...

....im so tired..

Merci poure, le triste

7.16.2006

@7:19 PM

I'm Lovin It
Gosh... im having cramps now..Due to the overworked body of mine yesterday. I was at Kallang!! The NE show for the Pri 5 kids..Man... the sun was schorching!! I felt myself burn under the mighty big yellow thing!!

Myself, Jules, Pris, Fida,Andrea,Lina,Azzlyn and the other gal.. i guess hadif and Nabil were there somewhere too..we were like painting the kids.. At first some of them didn't want.. then when a kid wants all started to want it... It was fun! hahaha but i felt terrorised by them sometimes.. hahah they even pull me towards them when i was doing[ I meant painting context] another kid.

Some of them were sporting. Most were just boring people..Uhh had pizza for lunch! And KFC fer dinner.. i wish they gave me the chicken drumlets from pizza hut. I guess that would be blissful...

So we ended around 5 plus.. den we went home... AND WE BLOODY WALKED FROM THE STADIUM ,WE PASSED THE RIVER AND THEN WAS SOOOO BLOOODDDY LONG AND HOOOTTT LAH....

after that i rushed over to shu's house cos she was having her birthday party... bwahaha.. missed them.. din talked to shu much thou cos i was busy filling my stomach with food.. nyahaha.. ahh nvm.. shes my sis she bloody understands meee...den.. ohh!! I GOT CHOCOLATES FRM HER.. HAHAHA BIRTHDAY G00DIE BAGS.. WAH I TOT ONLY KIDS DO DAT LAH.. BUT HECK I TOOK IT ANYWAY!!

ohh!! and tanya's back from canada!! hahah meeting her on wednesday!! woo hoo having dinner together.. man its been half a year? a year? im nt sure.. heh heck..

i have analog UT on tuesday.. die die die... i feel depressed sometimes man.. my class.. damn smart.. so scary.. oh and tomorrow.. i have meeting again.. tired sehs..
oh was thinking of keeping art.. hahaha.. and den.. i wanna join guitar ensembly.. woo hoo.. cos i have a guitar at home which is storing dust by the minute.. so i need to start clearing those dust..

hmm oh and sweetie.. sorry i din go fer ur performance its kinda in the church and... hmm memories.. bad ones.. so uhh.. sorry.. i noe ur freaking mad... but i .. i dunn0.. i just din wanna go in there...i hope u really understand..i really do..

oh oh!! the other day!! i went to seoul garden with my class!! hahaha was damn nice lahzzzz.. i really enjoyed it.. hang on ..ill upload it.. wait ahh..

jeng jeng jeng...

i have no idea where the pics went.. so laters?
hahahaha

Merci poure, le triste

7.09.2006

@9:21 PM

Suicide

Ok this has got to stop! First it was K to jump off now its M?! Have you people no shame to throw something god has given us more importantly what our parents have given us? OUR LIVES?????

You people take it as a joke? Have u no considerations of how you affect others whan you jumped? Or have you no feelings? has that bloody head of yours went bonkers? I tried my best to be there for you guys BUT IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH WAS IT?! For god sake there is something call a HELP LINE, FRIENDS, TEACHERS AND GOD!!

i took my time even when im sick i drag myself up to reach you guys... but why take this path? why?WHY?!! What problems can't be fix? Tell me. If you had just wait a while more things are gonna turn out well.

I won't deny i may have some thoughts of suicide. But i stuck to my faith and words shared by my loved ones. Has it never occured to you that u may be the point of motivation for someone.And to have you gone may be the last thing that person wants. I can't believe waht you had done to yourself.

I know this post has no meaning to you cos your DEAD. Seriously you shouldnt have chosen that path. I miss you. Why though? Have i not been there for you? wasnt that enough? I miss you!

* readers - read and keep it. no questions asked. no tags.

Merci poure, le triste