Lets forget the negatives.

6.26.2006

@8:28 PM

Find Purple Moo's entry interesting..

I find what slenger babi van said quite interesting.. so here's what i think...

The wish at the point of time we made was because we were lack of whatever was needed. And when it happens..we find that so.. what's next.. then a new problem arises..

i mean seriously.. lets say.. this girl wished her parents would get back together... they did.. but are not happy together.. thus making the family a total chaos... then she wishes god would just do sumthing quick.. and when god does.. she hates HIM..

the world is not perfect.. if it was there isn't a need for HIM...

people always want the quickest way out of every possible sticky situation.. but then again DO THEY THINK OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN?

- the people involve
- how are things gonna be from now on
- the effect it might have on others or oneself

so .. in summary.. humans are just selfish beings whos always questioning god's power and blaming him for what hapen when they have choosen that path.. THEIR OWN PATH.. stupid really..
what is ironic is dat god still loves us.. =))

ok this is my third post fer the day i think... uh the second.. lost track...
2morro ut.. better start studying... outz people..

-love nisa

Merci poure, le triste

@11:39 AM

Dead

in class. eyes droopy. brain shut down. lost. extremely irritated!

Merci poure, le triste

6.25.2006

@2:55 PM

Thankful For God

seriously.. im so thankful to him for blessing me wif so many great friends. I don't know what i would do without u guys...

Slenger Babi Van.. is going aussie this tuesday.. fer 2-3 weeks!! im gonna miss her... sobs... but hen again she wun shout embarassing things to guys.. tt i noe..

uhh what else.. ok class has been great just some stuff are starting to bother and irritate me to death.. and am trying so hard not to explode...

changes in facilitators such a norm... since sem one my class change faci.. so suay i always land in dat class..

what else... ok ah.. im not in a very good mood and if i am.. pls dun spoil it as it takes alot of effort to be in a good mood these days..

lady huer: thanks man.. blog hoppers are great ppl!

ooh ndp fringe its coming.. and im getting lazy.. shoots!

ok let me ask wats sooo weird abt going out with your cousins seriously.. when i told some of my frens they are like shock" HUH U GO OUT WITH YOUR COUS?"

duh they are my family.. weird mehss??? im close to them lo.. we bitch abt our schoolmates or whoever we dun like also.. wahaha.. and they do know you guys.. dun be surprise..

ok ah dats abt it i guess... loads of love- nisa

Merci poure, le triste

6.21.2006

@2:04 PM

Scared

Parents fought again last night. And mum was screaming and wanting a divorce. Brother was calming her down. I can't remember what else she was saing but there was a lot of divorce and hate and die and jumping off a building words came out.

I was in my room when all these happened. And she was like wanting to pack her bag and all. I came out and there she was wit her luggage out of the door. Went after her. saw a cab. she went in.

sprained my stupid ankle..its better now dun worri. I was so lost and i was so afraid. I felt like seriously killing my father...

Thanks Vanessa, my slenger babi for being there. My first instinct was to sms u.. it was quite late too.. and im sorry for that.=/

I have no idea where mum is rite now..

* decided to change my layout which i have been keeping for a week if anything like this happens..and it did.clearing my doubt.

Merci poure, le triste

6.19.2006

@11:04 PM

Ponders

Was talking to grandfather today.. he asked me if there was someone i loved or was there friends i wish to be with. I said yes duh~ with a chuckle..
he smiled..
i asked him why..
he said lately i have been hesitating to be friends with more people and afraid to show my love for them...meaning my current group of friends.. i was slightly taken aback as what he said were true...
i just sat there... there was this comfortable silence.. usually it would be uncomfortable..but i don't know.. it was just comfortable..
he then said.. love like u have never been hurt before..and cherish them like how you would with the last cup of water in the whole world...

seriously i have heard of all these before but when grandfather said it.. there was this impact i felt..he then left for his room...

right now... lets just say i have nothing to say.

Merci poure, le triste

6.18.2006

@12:14 AM

Guess Whooo????

was going tidying up my picture folder....
this might interest some of ya..
i dun have her latest hairstyle pic yet.. wait kies..

*ps: shes gonna kill me.. so im putting my ass on the line.. better like it.

Merci poure, le triste