Lets forget the negatives.
4.18.2006
@8:29 PM
Exausted
I'm so exausted of everything
why am i trying to make myself
look happy when i know when im not?
its so retarded. i feel retarded.wait.
i am retarded to be feeling like this.
its just so tiring to hate, to feel that bloody weight
pulling me down.
its draining me more than ever.
the problems at home..its just so..
sighs i don't know.. i wish i could just make
hide and be oblivious of everything..
to be like a young kid. with the innocence of not knowing anything
not to judge or be judged by others.
where my centre of the universe are just candies chocolates and gifts
i feel weak by the day
but i cant break down..when i so much want to
cos i have others to care about.
~confused and tired; edge of breaking down~
Merci poure, le triste