Lets forget the negatives.

4.28.2006

@9:40 PM

Pictures!! Woo hooo!!

This is me and van at the cafe today after school while waiting fer the rain to stop.. Was with pris, riri, irfan, daniel, azri and aisyah...had a lot of fun man with them.. a great way to chill!! seriously!Went home abt 645pm? 7 sumwhere there.. i think abt 720? dunn0..

Ahh this pic should come after the next.. heh but anyways.. they sky was so nice.. i wished i had a camera then. Riri phone was the best among us...so she can only get this far to catch the nice colours formed in the sky..i love it when the colors blend in the sky!!

this pic!!! when we were walking to the interchange!! seriously it ws damn nice!! there was a rainbow man!! it's been a long time since i saw a rainbow form!! seriously!1 it was damn nice!! and i walked bloody slow lah... i was enjoying the view..again credits to riri phone.

Anyways.. met my slenger babi van and the gang.. wah laus..like finally lah i can break wif them! seriously..i miss dem so bad...its a pity actually...but they din miss me lah..so sad man..sobbs..
my happiness was short lived..van as USUAL...BULLIED ME..wah laus... happy ahh she..

to jules: hugs babe..u can always try again..im right behind ya=)

Merci poure, le triste

4.25.2006

@10:24 PM

Exhausted

It's finally wednesday!! A day for me to rest! Seriously, school has been tough for me. I have no idea what was going on today and din bother to ask.. Van and i was just slacking side by side eating sweets and staring at the screen... den all the geniuses in class start their explaining.. aiya..i think van has now become my partner in class man.. my next kelly..

Hmm..this guy jeremy in my class i think he goes fer chiminology which i have a serious problem telling him that we dun need that piece of junk extra information..wah laus..make me n van confuse like mad ahh just nw..seriously..i cannot take it sei... waste my time lei..den he think so smart..atlast i have to save him...so irritating sia..

and my mum is now blabbering again..im going nuts.

Merci poure, le triste

4.23.2006

@10:04 PM

Cry myself a river..

im sooo freaking bored can??
i stayed at home cos im kinda grounded..
shit ahhh..so boring can...
hmm bout my previous post..
i think im over-reacting..ahhah i dunn0 lah..
dun wanna think abt it...
lets just go with the flow and see how
it ends..if it ends that is..

anyways...i was forced to cook!!
can u believe it!!!
and my mom made me peel 20 onions
cut 30 chilli...wah laus.. i tell u..by the 7th onion..
i was crying like mad lahhh...
den after everything..my eyes were like swollen..
and puffy...wah was crying like siao ok..

den half way through i also cry lah voluntarily..
ahaha voluntarily...i also dunno why i cry man...
anyways..i was multi tasking around the kitchen ahh..
this was what i was doing...btw
i wiped my tears ok..ws very clean..=)

i was frying fish while cutting the stupid onions and chilli...
and explaining geography to my brother..
den flip the fish and continue cutting the squids and onions and chilli..
den blend the chilli n onions while making the gravy for the squids
made my father tea while stiring the squid gravy..and explaining maths to my fren on the phone..

see how i multi task!!! after dat got scolded by mum..
cos my order of putting whatevr stuff was wrong..
she say must follow in order..
wth..cook still cook ma..
think so much for wat..
its not that im getting married any time sooner sia
and then....wah laos..i went to being bored again...

ehh no!! i cleaned the kitchen ok..
was super nice..
den mom scolded me cos she cannot find the things she need
wah laus...i put where it shuld be mah..
dry stuff wif dry stuff..
she scold me like nobody's business man...=[
anyways..im trying not to remember how to cook this dish..
so she cant bulli me to cook any dish..
shit ahh its seems these days im cooking fer my family..
it sucks.=[

Merci poure, le triste

4.21.2006

@7:43 PM

this is what i feel..

i have this good friend..
she has been great..
she was there for me when i needed to talk.

however i find her a little bit arrogant these few days..weeks?
maybe its just me
maybe im the one whos expecting more from her?
maybe im being jealous?

i don't know...
sighs..

anyways... class was great today..!!
i enjoyed today's lesson..it was smooth sailing heh..
and i was able to answer the fac's questions!!
shes really great at facilitating lah..!!
i love her!!
but her questions make you think..so dats good..

my stupid fever recovering..yey!!

and to those whom i did not reply on msn these few days..
im sorry...cos im too lazy..and not in very good mood these days..

Merci poure, le triste

4.20.2006

@11:06 PM

Mocking the Depths of The Electronic Sea

I have no idea why i am in Biomedical Electronics
Seriously..
My courses for this semester is seriously physics based
i cannot take it man..first day i was struggling in this deep electronic sea already
second day was not so bad cos there were maths. logical..
third day i was gasping for air already..
tomorrow i'd sure be dead.

i feel so stupid with my smart ass classmates. i cannot slack
i miss slacking..
if i slack there goes my grade..
shit la..
what is worst is that i cant understand the modules..
im like a sitting duck there..
the class is so fast in catching up..
come on lah im like so stupid there..and i need at least 3 different people
to explain to me one single point..
my god how stupid and humilating and degrading can dat be..

school sucks..im not looking forward to next week..
words of encouragements are falling to deaf ears..

so long my slacking nisa..

Merci poure, le triste

4.18.2006

@8:29 PM

Exausted

I'm so exausted of everything
why am i trying to make myself
look happy when i know when im not?

its so retarded. i feel retarded.wait.
i am retarded to be feeling like this.
its just so tiring to hate, to feel that bloody weight
pulling me down.

its draining me more than ever.
the problems at home..its just so..
sighs i don't know.. i wish i could just make
hide and be oblivious of everything..

to be like a young kid. with the innocence of not knowing anything
not to judge or be judged by others.
where my centre of the universe are just candies chocolates and gifts

i feel weak by the day
but i cant break down..when i so much want to
cos i have others to care about.

~confused and tired; edge of breaking down~

Merci poure, le triste

4.16.2006

@8:25 PM

Seriously!

what is your problem? why can't u just think
with your god-given brain?!

i never knew anyone who has a head as big as any normal person
with a bloody small fucking pea-sized mass for brain.
That head must be full of cobwebs since it last think
of something so simple!!!!
for goodness sake!! is your head on your body for decoration?

Seriously just bugger off...
do something with yor inability to think..
read some simple i-q books or sumthing!!

~pissed~

Merci poure, le triste

4.15.2006

@1:56 PM

bored so im doing this..[edited]

ok..daniel im updating ok..

yesterday was a blast! met up with my darlings..
heh
shikin was a straight down minah malaysia!!
gawd..couldnt stand her!!
she kept talking in this weird disgusting malay..
seriously stop it sei...and
as usual she bullied me!!

oh and this 30th gonna try to make it to shu's
sister's baby..aiya shu's niece..
heh..cute sei the baby.. like shu..

so vanessa soh asked me to write abt her...

t's wringing in my head says:
BLOG ABT MEEEEE!
it's wringing in my head says:
((:
Nisa~ Class E25N..anybody?? says:
wat abt u
it's wringing in my head says:
that i'm pretty, sexy and IRRESISTABLE!
it's wringing in my head says:
(;
Nisa~ Class E25N..anybody?? says:
rite..
Nisa~ Class E25N..anybody?? says:
ur preety
Nisa~ Class E25N..anybody?? says:
nt so sexy
Nisa~ Class E25N..anybody?? says:
definately un-irresistable
it's wringing in my head says:
hahaaaa.. idiot!

yea so shes pretty..not dat sexy..
definately un-irresistable...
hahahaha
joking babe!!!
shes so gonna kill me..but its ok..
she loves me..hahaha

edited yea..
okays...ive been listening to juliana theory songs...
nt bad lei they all..
ahahaha...what else uh..
im gonna watch "take the lead" wif jules and vanny...
anybody wanna join us??

lemme noe yea...uh to azril..
sorry yea..i tot u dun wanna go sei..
anyways..call me or wat uh..

..mum was angry today
she just vented her anger on me..
the wierd thing is i dun feel anything when she said
all those things..which is suppose to hurt me
i was just looking at her...
and i dunno wat to feel..

dat was wat happen when i quarreled with some
friends the other day..
i felt nothing..
i was feeling happy..or whatevr mood i was in that day..

now im just wondering..and btw my mum is still
going on and on ..right this moment..
and im sitting here like nothing's happened
and im blogging abt it with no feeling..
can someone like tell me what's wrong??

and these few days i dun really like get all fired up
if someone just pissed me off..like so wierd..
anyways..im gonna play some game..

i still dunnoe wat im suppose to feel..right now..

Merci poure, le triste

4.10.2006

@6:36 AM

The porche lady...

Its been 2 days since i last updated
have been busy being tired..

anyways, i was working
i think on the 6th april..

there was this lady who came in
and walked over my aisle...
den came to me and said..
" hi , do you carry a brand name
porche?"
den i was like thinking isnt that a car's brand?
so i said "no i dun think we carry that brand mam.."
she said" no..i always shop here i know paragon.."
so i called my friend the metro staff..
she tpld her we did not carry that brand..
so that lady asked me another question..
"ok since u dun have dat brand..do u have anything
that has all leather? and anti-slip wear? because this sandles im wearing [ she bends and pick it up. i realised it was gucci at first.] is quite pricely... so i want a pair of shoe that is all leather. This sandles im wearing now is quite pricely..i paid $30 ++ for it."

wah!! i thought i heard wrongly..den i said u bought that for $300 ++?
she said" no no..only $30++ and its real leather"
i was like yea rite..so now i know that is fake..
and she says she knows paragon..tsk tsk

so my fren the metro staff[ shi ya] and i was like listening to all this.
we were fighting with our inner will to fight back the laughter
then i told her if she wants all leather it might be a little pricey
and den she tells us .."yea i know..about $30 right?"
shi ya then said no maam its about $90 and above
den she was in shock... cos she says that she ought many leather
shoes but none was as high as that..
so..now both of us know that
all her leather shoes were infact not leather shoes.

she den walk around and bought this pair of sandles from
elle or u.r.s im not sure..which costs $50.90..
which has mix leather & pvc..
anyways im happy for her cos there is a lil real leather in there..

after she left both of us were laughing like mad..
wierd customers man..shes not the only one..
by far she won the hillariously stupid award..

the end of the porche lady..

back to me..im kinda irritated with this unknown tagger whos using my name and van's to diss us off each other. seriously..i mean if that person would like to say something tell it to our face..or at least put in his/her real name..juvenile!!!

what else uh?? oh..im no longer working!! ahahaha i wanna go out!!! jio me out lahz!!
anyways to Mr. Alex...i want more of your pasta cos its super uber nice.. hees make more fer me pleaaaaaaaaaaasssseeeee =p

Merci poure, le triste

4.07.2006

@2:16 PM

i'm still waiting

im still waiting for the apm pictures which my
cousin still have not given me..grr..
anyways..this sun is my last day of work..
anybody wanna jio me out?
i wanna go shopping!! got money lioaz finally!!
wahaha...

and im still sick..
and i have this funni customer..ill tell ya
if u ask me..
ask me abt the PORCHE LADY..

Merci poure, le triste

4.05.2006

@12:30 PM

Insomnia..

I slept at 930 yesterday..
was ordered to by res darling and van huns(soh)
god..dat was like the earliest i slept
anyways..i ate a total of 4 paracetamol
only to learn that it has expired.
-__________-" stupid huh.

anyway woke up at 1.52am den i cant get back to sleep
and i started to think of stuffs
i guess i should be contented with life
haha..heck.
and i seriously think i have insomnia
dat makes me an insomniac..
i like using dat word..
gives a ring to it.

oh to my darlings animal farm..im sorry!!!
i noe we've been wanting to meet and it keeps
getting push back due to my uhh packed schedule?
next week im like free except 12 april..=)

im sick on and off lahh
so irritating...

ohh!!! i wanna watch ice age 2!!
and does anybody have ghost vcd or dvd?
im soo bored...

Merci poure, le triste

4.02.2006

@11:51 PM

tired and sick

just got back from werk.
and im so tired.
and hungry
and angry
and seriously confused.

im sick too fer that matter
and now i wonder..
ppl always say..u make me worried
issit cos they love me n care fer me
or just " hey dun add to my burden yah"
i think the latter...

goodnites and sweet dreams..

Merci poure, le triste

@12:11 AM

I miss you..

i am tired now..
just got back from work..
did stock taking..alone.

i miss you
alot..i miss laughing
and crapping
and bitching..
i miss you..alot.

Merci poure, le triste