Lets forget the negatives.
2.02.2006
@8:34 PM
ok..i noe i posted one before..
but im like wondering now...hmm...
this is what sumone said to me...
i dunnoe.....do others feel this way too?
Jealousy?
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oh how i loved it
when it was just the few of us
smiling and luffing gayly
as if this world belonged to us
ONLY us...
but now it seems
u have met someone new
luffing and sharing with them
having that smile
that was shared by us before
how do we noe if we are who we were?
how do we noe if we were what we are to u?
how do we noe if ur still here by us?
how do we even noe if we're still together?
i have this feeling...
when i see u with them...
its as if i had a sudden bout of hatred
was it jealousy?
or was it hurt?
was it thee feeling of being alone?
was it the feling of losing sumting?
u were so close wif them...
half a year was wat it takes u to be close...
but it took us longer...
funny dun u think?
conversations between us
was just a mere hi and byes...
and quick updates like
a minute long news...
we no longer noe wat is in each other lives...
however i love it..
cherish it when we meet...
we were one again...
i feel as if i could hold u close by me..
a sister in need...
hugs were warm as the sun...
smiles were like never ending rainbows!
hmm odd...this is what "someone" said...i did put some methaphor in thou...i think the oni reason we are close like half a year is cos we knew it wuld end soon...some good frens tt i was close to have drifted...cos we're busy..(heh wats new rite)...i mean our schedule dun tally and that we rarely meet...in the same school yah...
dun u see? frens are meant to leave footprints in ur heart..im still here fer ya..im still by ur side..really..i am. but..u've got to understand we are busy..seriously i cant even keep up wif sum frens in RP...i luv u so and i do luv them so.. i have not forgotten u...
we are busy wif our lives..those mere hi and byes is cos im in class doing my third presentation...i noe..when ur online im not..there is always phones...pls do understand ..im trying my very best to have this friendship wif u guys...i realli am..i share things wif them cos there r close to me now...we see each oder online..go home together...
pls do understand...I AM TRYING MY VERY BEST....i luv all my frens..no doubt about that..im trying to make room for everyone so that i see all of ya..im sorry if i had hurt u guys..i didn't mean to..i never did...
Merci poure, le triste