Lets forget the negatives.
2.28.2006
@3:29 PM
I'm so Freaking Bored...
now..i have finished cognitive..like so fast sia..first time...
and now im bored!!
like seriously..
all my crazy nincomptoops are gone...
hais...to IKEA!! idiot them lahz...
i hope van's feeling better...
*hugs*
this friday maybe ..MAYBE..
the class is going out together..
Merci poure, le triste
2.25.2006
@9:05 AM
missing you...
oh my god...im missing a lot of people...
i miss my family...
i miss my siblings alot ok...
im missing my animal farmers...
im missing vannesa lee..
vanessa soh too..hahaha
this is wierd having to type ur ser name..
i miss sharin.hope ur feeling better...
i miss jules..pris...and i miss YANI!!!
hahaks..
i miss my pink *uh hmmm*.. too...hais i searched under my bed already..
dun have...aiyai...
i miss my PJ01-02A people...them as in them in actual..
hais...
i miss playing bowling..
i wanna play!!
snooker too!!
i miss ice-cream and milkshakes...
i miss...myself...
Merci poure, le triste
2.24.2006
@8:27 PM
hmm...
this post if for that someone..
i feel that we're going apart...
u've been there fer me.
but lately u kinda pulled away..
did i angered u?
did i say something to hurt you?
i din mean it...
sorry...
brother will come home 2morro..but sister still has to stay for all other check ups..
haish..i miss them..
thanks to all who have given their prayers..
appreaciate it...
Merci poure, le triste
2.22.2006
@9:45 PM
*SOBsss*
argghh!!! my sis and bro are in hospital now!!!
bother had a freaking high fever....DENGUE fever!!! was rushed to the hospital jsut now..lucky mum was home....
Sister needs blood transfusion...i dunnoe wat now...mum is there wit them..
i feel...helpless...insecure...sick to the stomach...nervous...worried sick...
shit lah...sobss........
Merci poure, le triste
2.20.2006
@1:01 AM
Dunnoe..
i dunnoe wat i'm feeling these days..
emptyness i gues..i dunno..
does dat make me a robot?
incapable of feelings?
heck.
anyway...im currently awake at this moment of time..
seriously..its so sickening
i wanna tok to someone but who?
hahaha...pity..
they are busy i guess..
had fun toking to danIAL...
stupid him luff at me..
i was so spastic lah...
can hear it frm me on monday..
ur so gonna luff ur ass off lah..
spastic me..=[
* i dunnoe if i can take any of these pressure longer...*
*i hate it..hate hate hate*
*but im too tired to hate..wat am i rambling*
Merci poure, le triste
2.16.2006
@2:16 PM
Skipped Class!!
was sooo irritated...den yea wth rite..
syimah, shiyun and me..
we go library..
do crappy stuff ..muahaha...
thanks guys...fer listening to my crappy stuffs..
luv yas..
Merci poure, le triste
2.13.2006
@8:23 PM
VALENTINES'S DAY..
Tomorrow is the day...
wonder what it wuld be in RP..
first valentine in RP...
TODAY..
bullied as usual..
so no comments..
smile people...no dates?..
i'll be ur date!!
despite having one..hahah
Merci poure, le triste
2.12.2006
@9:02 PM
Cannot! Cannot! Cannot!!
oh gosh i think im falling for someone
but i can't!! he has a girlfriend!!
i din noe i was actualli falling fer him
until a few days ago..
he's nice lah..
can get a long very well
i like his company..
all my shitty and crappy stuff dissapears ..
hmm..but i cannot!!!
asked jules dear...
(she teased me first!)
she said she knew it..
aiyai..how?how??HOW???
hmm put tt behind me first lahz...
ok..updates!!
i dun realli quite like this class much as i used to
hais... i feel so dissapointed wif myself..
my actions, my speech...
arggh...
but i know im not the oni one wif this feeling!!
hee...=))
changed my skin..hope u guys like it..=)
Merci poure, le triste
2.09.2006
@4:09 PM
TODAY'S CULTURE!!
woo hoo...its cool man...
heh my team did the one wif the internet or mobile..
so fun lah..yani darls,nimmi and jannah helped..
arafah and her fren too..
ok bad news..syimah's fone is lost...
hmm mas and i are gonna ask the security later..
she may have put it in the store..
high chance its stolen..hope the ppl give it back..
now..in class...cos i freaking sing..
dat stupid barney lah!!
walau ehz...
make me sing....
stupid idiot...now i cant go home and stuck here
hais...
bye ppl..sharin i hope ur feeling ok..luv u babe..
Merci poure, le triste
2.07.2006
@10:02 PM
We're still here aren't we? =)
hey babe...
dun worri ya..i noe we promised to see each other..
u had a cell gal who was in need...
and im not angry at you..
its god testing our patience..
i noe how busy church leaders can get.
so no worries..=)
we'll meet sometime yah..
we're still here fer wach other aren't we..
luv ya loads..to tiny miniscule i may add..hee..
doing my rj now
have no idea wat to write..
have to crap thru i guess..
have a good nite people..
Merci poure, le triste
@9:53 AM
Blahh!!
i'm so tired i have no mood for anything now....
having cognitive now...and im bored..
u noe how i hate cognitive these days..
wat's worse no one cheered me up...
actualli i also dunno wats keeping me down today
spastic lah
Merci poure, le triste
2.05.2006
@9:26 PM
seriously fucked up now...
i certainly did remember asking people ard to go fer chingay..
they said they were busy..
then now they say i din ask them?!
hmm..i think this blog is realli like ..
sighs...i can't even put what i feel..
wats the point of a blog anyway?
Merci poure, le triste
@9:05 PM
Happy birthday Riri dearest!!
had a happee time yesterday..
will upload pics later...
Merci poure, le triste
2.03.2006
@4:02 PM
wake up.
be happy.
im going to die anyway.
hahahah my new thinking
easy huh?
i like!!
Merci poure, le triste
2.02.2006
@8:34 PM
ok..i noe i posted one before..
but im like wondering now...hmm...
this is what sumone said to me...
i dunnoe.....do others feel this way too?
Jealousy?
____________
oh how i loved it
when it was just the few of us
smiling and luffing gayly
as if this world belonged to us
ONLY us...
but now it seems
u have met someone new
luffing and sharing with them
having that smile
that was shared by us before
how do we noe if we are who we were?
how do we noe if we were what we are to u?
how do we noe if ur still here by us?
how do we even noe if we're still together?
i have this feeling...
when i see u with them...
its as if i had a sudden bout of hatred
was it jealousy?
or was it hurt?
was it thee feeling of being alone?
was it the feling of losing sumting?
u were so close wif them...
half a year was wat it takes u to be close...
but it took us longer...
funny dun u think?
conversations between us
was just a mere hi and byes...
and quick updates like
a minute long news...
we no longer noe wat is in each other lives...
however i love it..
cherish it when we meet...
we were one again...
i feel as if i could hold u close by me..
a sister in need...
hugs were warm as the sun...
smiles were like never ending rainbows!
hmm odd...this is what "someone" said...i did put some methaphor in thou...i think the oni reason we are close like half a year is cos we knew it wuld end soon...some good frens tt i was close to have drifted...cos we're busy..(heh wats new rite)...i mean our schedule dun tally and that we rarely meet...in the same school yah...
dun u see? frens are meant to leave footprints in ur heart..im still here fer ya..im still by ur side..really..i am. but..u've got to understand we are busy..seriously i cant even keep up wif sum frens in RP...i luv u so and i do luv them so.. i have not forgotten u...
we are busy wif our lives..those mere hi and byes is cos im in class doing my third presentation...i noe..when ur online im not..there is always phones...pls do understand ..im trying my very best to have this friendship wif u guys...i realli am..i share things wif them cos there r close to me now...we see each oder online..go home together...
pls do understand...I AM TRYING MY VERY BEST....i luv all my frens..no doubt about that..im trying to make room for everyone so that i see all of ya..im sorry if i had hurt u guys..i didn't mean to..i never did...
Merci poure, le triste
@12:50 PM
Can't deny
there will be gaps
i cannot deny
our busy lifes..
demands to meet
what makes the time
fly so fast
that we have no chance
to see each other' eyes again?
i bet there are reasons
of cos...
what else other than
we're busy!!
so much for promises
so much for hope
so much for faith..
whatever for?
im kinda bored...and im a lil piss...so watevr..
Merci poure, le triste
2.01.2006
@3:28 PM
i came across this sweet, meaningful poem...
i now dedicate to my frens..
Beyond the yard
Thru the trees
Past the path
I felt a breeze
I saw a vision
Of beauty true
Shining with sunlight
A reflection of you
I felt the warmth
Of comfort's hand
Holding happiness
Helping me stand
In the distance
I heard your name
I hoped you were there
Feeling the same
Through the darknes
And times of trail
You've made me whole
You've helped me Smile
You're genuine caring
And absolute love
Gives me strength
And knowledge of…
The Truest Friendship
That can ever be
Always near,
You're there for me!
hope u guys like it..cos that's what i feel rite now...
odd to see me blog at this time huh...
idunnoe wat else to do..
Merci poure, le triste
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