Lets forget the negatives.
1.27.2006
@10:57 PM
Weighed Down
i feel weighed down....
as if tonnes of stones rest above my aching back
what are these stones fer anyway?
like seriously?
i drop them beside me and looked at each of them
i remembered then...
i began to be confuse
why do i keep them with me...
carrying the weight which nearly broke my back
i fooled my frens into thinking im strong
yet i longed for the hugs
i've been wanting for so long...
so long...tt i already gave up
the wounds and bruises from carrying the stones
are begging for mercy
my legs are begging fer mercy
my heart...is on its knees
but i can't stop now....
i dunnoe where to leave the stones..
i have to carry it...
i NEED to carry it somewhere...
but..WHERE?
if i were to leave it here..
someone might trip..
i wouldnt want that...
i guess..it has to stick with me then...
sighs...well..holidays are here..so i guess i could rest? hahaha..i dunno ok..i just feel like this...let's see where life brings me...GOD is always there fer me..so no worries..the bruises will heal..
Merci poure, le triste