Lets forget the negatives.
11.24.2005
@7:58 PM
a lot has been going on lately and i had barely time to neither breathe nor think. For the past few days i just acted as if nothing bothers me..the truth is that a lot has been bothering me..worst..it has begun to nerve me...
today's topic: Friends...
i am at lost on what has been going on cos its sucking by the day...theres so many things now that actually threatens our friendship...guys lah...what lah...distance lah..not being sponteneous like last time...
seriously let me breathe...ok since its pissing me off and that this is my blog...u dun like what u read feel free to leave.
firstly i dun like ppl who look down on themselves. it realli make me feel so ...urghh i dunnoe..is pathetic the word?.I have no idea why they are like dat.. i mean not everybody is perfect rite there are bound to be weaknesses...so try to learn form it and then be good at it.why waste time thinking what u have done wrong ? seriously use the freaking time given to learn...STOP PITYING URSELF AND FEELING SUCKY ..i noe ur trying hard...the key to change is to drive with a different attitude..
secondly...there ALWAYS some ppl who are bound to make life dificult for me. Im not sponteneous enuf?? fine lah den u go out dun bother asking for u noe wat answer u r gonna get?!ARE U PPL DUMB OR JUST PLAIN STUPID?! I conclude taht ur just plain stupid..so bugger off.. dun force me to do things i dun want..ur not frens ur the ppl i call hypocrites!! friends my ass!!if we're frens we'll respect others decision.
next...if ppl who cant reach that irrational dream of theirs stop it..its so..i dunnoe..irritating...get a life man..move on..stop dwandling in ur swamp of doubts and fairytales..
this should serve as a reminder: my dear frens... i cannot split myslef into parts can i??...i have other cirle of frens too..dun restrict me...for ur just pushing me away...seriously learn to let go ok?!
so there u have it...enuf? or do u need more? seriously...live with it!
Merci poure, le triste