Lets forget the negatives.
11.04.2005
@6:53 PM
hmmm today...we celebrated dan's advance birthday!!went taka with jules van sharin n pris...bought a mango cake..it was super nice lahz....felt as if we were like last time..hahaha....disturb jules a lot today...minta maaf yer...i was forced not to disturb her fer 1 whole month...that was like the breath of fresh air...then again...i'm so gonna get it frm her....haiz...i miss van espeacially...see her once in a blue moon even though we r in the same skool...
i realli wish
like old times
where laughter twinkles
in our eyes
the darkest clouds
parts away leaving
blue patches that was
wide for us to shine
a tiny hope
of lasting friendship
amoung us all
we hold our wine
yet i wonder
day and night
how often together
we wine and dine
hmmm..i dunoe whether u guys have seen this type of poetry...the wine is not wine but representing a methaphor...maybe its shitty cox i havent been practicing...
jules overheard ma conversation with someone about "sumthang" and i have dissapointed her and van...i realli dunoe wat to say....but sorry...arghh.its so hard...but then again its self perserverance....urghh...hey peeps that's me a BIG DISSAPOINTMENT!
ma family went visiting...den i was like urghh forget it not in the mood...i noe i must go visit ma elders but then again..i finished those important ones so..yea like i said ferget it...there will be family squabbles aniway..so wat the hell...
sometimes i see my house like its so nice and comfty but 3 minutes inside the house made me wanna go out back...its an irony....its so inviting yet shooing me away at the same time...
Merci poure, le triste