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Madame
Khairunnisa aka Nisasa,Nisa
29dec 88
Biomedical Electronics Yr 2 ,Republic Poly
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11.10.2005
@2:39 AM

...at Down Town east costa sands resort..heh...just got back from HARI RAYA-ING, then went out back...i tot they wanna go sentosa..but i din noe they changed the place and din tell me cos...ian is back from australia!!My god how i missed him...

hmm feeling kinda emo rite now...was mingling with all ma frens...havent seen them for a long time...i said i missed them...i realli do..from the bottom of ma heart...but then they said..
" aiya..u so busy with ur poly frens where got time for us? See lah we wanna drag u here also so difficult...U changed a lot lorx...dun smoke dun this dun dat..walau can just fucking smoke or not?!"

when they said this i just smiled but in my heart i was ready to burst into tears...i missed them..and the reason im with ma poly frens is cos i meet them everyday...so naturalli we'll be there wart...i dun go out with them anyway..it was just school...even some of ma "close"poly frens aren't as close...because we changed class...

now i feel that when i say "i miss ya" its kinda redundant to these people...its just words used everyday and has no impact on them...OH MY GOD NISA! WAKE UP LAH!!

while u are missing these people are they even missing u? I doubt so lorx..everybody has their new friends to hang out with...yes they do..stop denying that u can ever be close to them...ur just wasting ur time on the past that u so badly want it to happen that u believe anything. Even the slightest and tiniest of hope u take it and keep...LOOK AROUND! there was never a hope...just get on with ur life..if the close frens and best buds are there then so be it...if they wanna leave fine..like someone used to say: u can never keep all ur frens..some are bound to leave...

to me these are the words i say everyday which are redundant to some people: "i miss ya", "i love ya" ,"ill be here/there for u"......

wats the point...anyway these peeps are smoking again..i'm on the giving up track...i just refused about ten cigaretts..i hope i can keep this up for the rest of my life...a promised made to my frens are actualli what i wanted to do..so i pray and hope that that promise will serve as a guide to me...

so for now...this is what im gonna do starting from 2morro...
1) let go of things u cant keep
2) stop saying i miss ya and i love ya..(since they are so redundant
4) dun botherqabout anything..just go with the flow this crazy ride is done for me...
Merci poure, le triste