Lets forget the negatives.
10.24.2005
@9:43 PM
confusion is all around me...i neither noe who i am nor know who are around me...this lack of awareness is reali getting into me...its so frustrating...sometimes i just wanna give up everything i have and let it rot... then again i would be selfish...to think that only my frens have been beside me is so haiz i dunnoe...all the couz are overseas..pathetic man..was going on a cruise..shasha is in australia..abang wiil be going to london soon...wan is having his o levels..hm we've grown apart this year....but then again who could blame him...he has his stuffs...
hmm the hse...is in a freaking big mess...literally and behind the scenes..i dunnoe wats gonna happen anymore..i can't be bothered anyway..like watever..im just gonna rot at grandma's house...hmm yea i think that would be best...so much easier...ill be happy there...hmm my *prob is getting better..thou its been hard not to be tempted by it..hahahah...
Merci poure, le triste