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Madame
Khairunnisa aka Nisasa,Nisa
29dec 88
Biomedical Electronics Yr 2 ,Republic Poly
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Talk

10.25.2005
@1:23 PM

Seriously just get the damn message ok?!



i can neither commit
for i never feel
nor i can see
our future unveil

your worthiness
have been measured
on a scale
which tilts

you have been told
yet u persists
i cannot wallow in this
dillusional world u built

ok that's that...

was sitting at the plaza in RP thinking what have i done to make my situation better ..afraid i have not ...how could i?
i wallowed in the darkness thinking i could see the light when i have not made the freaking effort to help myself...
but then again..everytime i tried i kept falling deeper...such strong roots have grown under me...i could not move either ways but sway in the dark storm ...storm which was never ending...

i can't believe that i was thinking abt dat when i was actualli at a talk with pris n jules...sliding into deep thoughts again...

these few weeks the smile that was fixed upon my lips are infact getting more...fake...
i havent feel free..im trapped...a life just to please others...and that's where i came up with this decision...

i'm giving up at everything that i have..be it studies or friendships or watever problems that might arise..im just gonna give in..its no use fighting it for they always win..ALWAYS WIN...
Merci poure, le triste