Lets forget the negatives.
9.30.2005
@7:15 PM
life is sooo sooo unfair...i just hope he stops asking me abt someone..i mean hes already got her msn add wat..talk lah to her..ask me..wtf...im just confuse... but i noe that im not angry wit ma fren...its him..i mean u like her go lahz...dun bother me...i havent any time fer u...its just sooo irritating..i wonder why am i putting up with this shit..
haish..classs is out..yea watever...canT be happy cant be sad..i mean..I DUNNOE WAT I MEAN..I JUST NOE ITS SHITTY WORK..HAVING TO KNOW FRENS ALL OVER AGAIN..SO DEPRESSING...im just starting to wonder whether wat van said was right...
i mean the oni person whom im inm contact with now is like jules...pris...yea just these 2...the rest all oni in the early part...now i dun even see them...im sure will be seeing nanan saiful pris jule n sing hao thou..art club..unless of course if one of us decides to drop out...
i mean will we just be casual frens..other words..aquientance? werre so drifting off..i feel that the school is making me be a social butterfly..to just hop ard..i want frens dat would stay..hey i took two to four god damn years to trust a fren...but this..6 months!! a semester..seriously...what are they playing at?
rite now i think im just a messed up and a superbly confused gal..i havent seen ma sec frens fer so long..im busy they're at werk the rest are having exams......wtf man...this seperation IS a SEPERATION??! WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING...EVEN I DUN SEE MUCH OF LISHA!!my god!!messed up life thats what im in now...just tangled in this big and messy spider web...
i wanna get out..someone guide me?
Merci poure, le triste