Lets forget the negatives.
8.31.2005
@8:16 PM
I HOPE YOU CHOKE AT EVERY SINGLE HURTFUL WORDS YOU SCREAMED AT ME!!!
I haven't been very happy for the past few weeks. I guessed i covered it well in class.heh... It's been a crazy week. So retarded.......things been going hay wire for the past fucking month. Every sing;e day i pray for this shit to end. EVERY SINGLE DAY!!
My parents are just as useful as pens which have no inks. Freaking retarded ppl!! They think i dun do things u noe!! " YOU ARE SO FRRE!!wHY DON'T YOU GET YOUR DAMN ASS AND START DOING WORK?" wat the fuck?!! every single day i come home , THE house is in the mess....every SINGLE DAY i stayed up and clean the freaking house to come back to a pig sty the next morning!! eVERY SINGLE DAY I COME BACK TO THE SAME OLD TOPIC FOR QUARRELING...u think i had nothing else better to do? If the both of u have problems at ur freaking workplce dun lash it out on me!!! FOR UR FREAKING INFORMATION YOU HAVE ANOTHER DAUGHTER WHOSE ONLY ABOUT ONE FREAKING YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME AND A SON WHOSE CAPABLE OF DOING WORK!! THEY ARE NOT ROYALS U NOE!
find it ironic to be calling a house a home. I can never find peace there! wat the fuck i dun even care....cook, clean, laundry teach those two idiots!!! u think im so free??? evrery day i lie exhausted in bed!! not even mentioning the tousands of piling unmarked scripts on my desk! Is that ur defination of free??Every single day i rush home..every single day....and if im a little late there you go again mother....screaming at me as if i was a thousand miles further....AND DAD IF U WANNA START A FREAKING FIGHT WITH MUM U GO AHEAD...I AM SO TIRED OF HELPING U AND END UP GETTING SCREAMED AND HAVE EVERY SINGLE ANGER SHE HAS ON U!! I'VE HAD ENUFF!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH....IT ENDS HERE...IM FREAKING TIRED....
Merci poure, le triste
8.29.2005
@12:37 PM
dear nisa i miss ur crazyness ...boo hoo hoo:( <-- done by julie...
heh today din laufff dat much...stupid vb codes...forget abt dat lahz...lazy sia..
anyway..i bite julie...hahah tot she wanted to do sumthnag farny..idiot her...!! she go shout T!! walau so humilating! gonna get her later..wahahah...
someone... msg loke using my account!!grrr... wah piang..anyway it was funny heh..wah i hope he doesnt think im crazy..well today finalize the damn barbeque things...eh better pay up ar!!i go bankrupt sia!! crazy asses..
tomorow so not going to school...wed too oni for vb ut... wahahah...i like sia...
oh by the way julie...im gonna kill u!!
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8.25.2005
@1:12 PM
okie dokie.... i'm like really bored..cos i have nothing to do..feel bad dat my riri doing the ppt alone... hmmz...during 2nd break..BOUGHT A FUDGE BROWNIE!!! it was SUPERBLY nice...ate it...van ate alot...julie took little...stu0opid lah she...dunnoe how to eat(julie). Den gave the other one to nana n yani...dan culdn't eat cox chocolate makes him funny...in the brain or body...i think its both...heh.. anyway...
julie was dumb lahz today...dunnoe y..i think her brain is fried somehow by the radiation from her hp..wakakak crap...anyway..she was very clumbsy today...attracted alot of unwanted attention...
wakau...have a lot of stuffs to mark and reply...damn it...lazy sia..
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8.23.2005
@2:54 PM
ok wat the hell?? hahah....yest on monday...van julie and myself was finishing that paint lahz...den after we end..we went to the washroom and started saying PUMPIOM to each oder...then that Julie asked..."eh wat language did the word came from?"....AND STUPID ME CONFIDENTLY SAID..OH ITS MALAIALI<--not sure of spellin.... i tot it ws dat lah co i knew nimmi was a malaialam...<-- dunnoe how to spell... so naturally i assumed dat.... so i was making an ass outta maself..
And DAMN IT.... it was a word that van and nimmi created...sickening siak...they were lauffing at me all the way lah..until today siak...so freaking embarrasing lahz...stupid ass....wah it was the embarrasing day for me for me lah...noe y..
earlier that day...was doing VB codes..den i was lie walau..y cannot??! den i go see julie...eh the same wat...sto0opid siak... after dat julie went to see again...i din put the "sq" so irritating lah..cock eye sia.....
oh yea!! julie pulled another trick on me lah dat evening...she go called "T.....!" walau!!!!!!!!! and i turned!!! stupid me!!! can't stand how dumb i was lah yesterday...so freaking irritating siak!!! sob!sob!
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8.16.2005
@11:12 PM
tired..but just blog ok...
hmm today was cognitive...and it was freaking boring..I can't stand him lahz..hes kinda ok...hes smart and all but he suck at eplaining..so irritating lahz...so unhelpful(the ideas he gave)....
art wasn't fun...pris wasn't in a good mood...den no ppl joke abt..so boring...
my madrasah was fun...lol..talked abt eating things that are not halal...so farny..
anyway i wanna go do worksheet for my studdents...damn it have no reference..haiyo...
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8.14.2005
@3:41 PM
ahahaha...i update late..sia....okok...this is frm the ndp day...
hmm ndp...well went wit julie, danial and benett...heh it was fun..was bullying julie all the way..den we were there abt 2 pm....wah so freaking hot...i was melting there man,...den my ass also hot...hahah last week it was wet..not hot....
anyway we took pics lah..i took julie playing the whistle..so cute siak..semangat!! den the one wit the flag..hahah she so cute!!!then rite she took for me nice pictures!!!!! so happy!!thanks julie!!shes a great photographer!! hahah....
den we eat KFC burger..den hmm we sang alot lahz...hahah julie ike the indian song...rite julie??lol... den benett bought party spray...when we did the wave we spray..nyahah all the peeps infront was mad..nyaha cant be bothered..im enjoying myself...we were enthu lahz!!so fun...
den when its time to go home..so fun lah we had dinner first..on the way there dan sprayed julie with the spayer..she looked like a happy zombie..joking babes...hahah den me n bernett just laughed...both of them were acting like kids see..running ard...funnly lah they all...
rached the rstaurant..den julie was already hungry and her food was the last to arrive..hahah she did sumthang dumb..which im not gonna say it here...haha..
so yea..dats all..fer the ndp day...
then the following few days...
hmm holidays..dats all..sleep ..hahahah...well was kinda excited to do the art thingy the board and all dat...julie fell ill...man..i hope shes fine..shu is also not well..haix...i hope my darling sis will be fine...res is crazy as usual..i liked her parrot lahz!!!! ami still the same..feezah not so funny anymore..shikin is cuter..hahaha....
well im so proud of ma couz..wan...he got a B3 for malay well done bro!!
uh..dats all lah..tired lah to write samore...
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8.07.2005
@11:57 PM
heys..haven't been blogging much....
well i've been a bit sick lately...heh never mind about that.. hmm kinda miss ma frens...the dumbness and the wierdness..and also da craziness...
ok was admitted on thursday evening to KK hosp...den they took blood from me!! alot ok?!! den rite ....this doc rite i like lah...cox he inject me not pain 1...the other 1 rite wah fucking asshole....(sorri van)..he inject rite den say wat lei...eh sorri no blodd in this vein..wait try anoder one..anyhow poke arx!!! wah wantedto slap him lahz...my hand is like blue black lah now...wah so ugly sia ...den guess wat after putting a tube in my vein he rite forgot to put saline!!! painful... siak...i couldn't move ma hand fer the nightt..sto0opid ass...
den rite got this nurse wah..her perfume veri nice leh.haha den she massaged ma hand fer me....so nice rite...den yea like dat lahz..all i di was eat read paper..sleep....and get POKED FOR MORE BLOOD...
on friday nite den the blood came...hahah wah painful sia...i hate doing transfusion...
hmm then i thinks its okies lahz...but on friday night rite..i saw something that i should not see lahz...PONTIANAK!! wah scary sia...will tell if u ask me...nyahah..cox some ppl wun read if i put it in...
ok lahz sse u guys later aites byes and huggs!!
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8.02.2005
@9:43 AM
yoz...so long never blog lahz...no time..and i get tired easily too these days..heh of course with the schedule u read..who will have da time....anyway...here it goes..
much has been going on..and i feel so trapped in this world of darkness...my thoughts are just a blur these days...where my personal stuffs...things just kept building up...and theres a likelyness of it having no way for it to come down...i feel so broken up..and i give up....nyahah am singing..wat the freak lah nisa...
anyway today juie ask me to smile..n i think the oni way rite is to disturb her lah...heh rite...she give s me the permission anyway..nyahahahah...so c0o0l...
ok phase one of disturbing is launching in 5..4...3..2...1...0
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