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Madame
Khairunnisa aka Nisasa,Nisa
29dec 88
Biomedical Electronics Yr 2 ,Republic Poly
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7.04.2005
@6:45 PM

haiz...just today nimmi asked me if there is sumthang wrong....i wanna tell but im just too scared to say it out...wat the hell am i tokin abt i havent cried in years....yea thats wat im afraid about....i havent cried fer so long...when my mum beats me up i just held it.. when everything goes wrong i held it...crying is just difficult fer me..everyday i sit and ponder how come gurls cry easily...am i not normal? i think the anger in me is growing...but i havent any means of taking it out...cant take it out on ma family..neither can i take it out on ma frens....its just ...i feel so trapped....and im doing the blogging now...my heart just want me to release those tears....but i cant...i need to hold them back...

love? what is it? family love what is that? my family...wait is it even a family...found it in a dictionary!!a group of people living together and functioning as a single household, usually consisting of parents and their children ...huh
functioning in a single household?..its so not happening here... man my family is a wreak...my mum and dad kept argueing...mum always throw tantrums...its either me or my siblings...she beats us up...i noe shes stressed out at ther work...i tried every possible way...clean da hse..cook...do laundry...she's practically not doing anything yet shes complaining...im tired my body is weaker...im getting sick...stupid medicine not helping...

im so tired ..worn out...on the edge of crumbling into pieces yet i try to make a point to be happy everyday....it may take a while longer then i usually take....what a life...
Merci poure, le triste