Lets forget the negatives.
7.25.2005
@9:29 PM
hmm..dunnoe wats wrong...hmmmm some people may guess...my craziness is a sure sign of depressed,hatred and confusion. hai....my home....isiit even a home? I come back everyday to see the house in a mess..clean it up to prevent furthur naggings...i know i din do the mess..but i had to..its ma home...mum's getting reckless...
she keeps shouting at me ...i feel so angry...i dun understand her...the other two siblings i have..she showered them with tenderness...i'm the one always left out..heh....im so freaking busy...my schedule:
mon: back frm sch=6+...wash up: 7+... do housewerk:9+ dinner ...mark scripts and answer mails from students
tue: sch...art club....madrasah(religious sch) back home 10+..wash up+11+ ..do rj..do housewerk...mark scripts ans mail...
wed...after sch...go teach mark more scripts..ans more mails n meetings...do rj...do housewerk...
thurs...sch..film ig...back..repeat mon..
fri..repeat mon...
sat...teach... back home 12+housewerk...teach brother...teach sister...cook...hosewerk again...
sun..prepare fer mon....do mon again...
see...im freaking packed lahz...my god!! Im so tired...and mum's not doingany better fer me lahz..dad is always in moody moods...they fought see...im runnig the house now with all the other responsibilities added...
i think i might crumble any time from now...
Merci poure, le triste