Lets forget the negatives.
5.31.2005
@11:55 AM
reality is what i have been avoiding....
went to read my frens blog...
haiz those who were close to me...
never heard from them...
is this seperation really a seperation...
to what extend i may ask...
they seemed so free...
but cannot have the time to meet up...
i wonder....
was it because there is no time ...buzy..
buzy wit what i may ask...
hmmmz....
however when readin my own blog...
i realised the same...
i think our seperation is a seperation...
my whole blog is covered wit my new found frens....
i guess....
we have been careless about or frens....
call me up yeah u guys...
Ive never seen u guys fer some time...maybe lahz some of u....
haven seen monkey sis...
i everyday saw my wifex...
and my boyfriend 3....
nyaha....
boyfren 3 very the fany her dress..nyaha..
saiful in my class lor ppl...
so yeah..
watchin asoka in class...
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@9:21 AM
haiz bored to death rite now...
god i still have no mood...
trying to be crazy....
i hope syimah's ok after the ordeal...
haiz...
hmm today is boring...this is just the morinin..
mike tee..please do put effort in ur class...
if i were to grade u ill put an F...
i dunnoe wat to do lorx....
so tired...
so confused....
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5.30.2005
@8:18 PM
me van n nimmi..nuttin better to do...nyahaha
me n pris...
ok!!dun squish me...help im being squashed.ouh juice!!
juli n me..heheh dat crazy gal
yanie n me!!nyahahah...
the 4 unbeatable wackos.....
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@6:58 PM
i think i have been crazy lately cox i cant handle problems really well.n being crazy is just a wall for me to hide my fears, feelings and myself... i wish i could have the power to be invisible so that no one can see me sad... feel so uncomfortable to share my problems...i wonder how people do it sometimes..tell people their fears...im so ..i dunnoe..id like to keep it within me...sometiemes i just lashed it out on an innocent ppl...*grinx* sorri yeah dat ppl out there...the oni way is thru this journal.but i dun wan anyone to ask me abt the problems i have stated...please..i just dun wan to face it..i guess dats ma weakness...haiz....
well sch was fun today..hehe went to BK...then ask that useless saiful to help us do...but he DINT..sto0opid ass... haha..hmph well never mind...heheh all the gals did it as in me juli n nana...heheh we did great...dan too...we scored A1...wanted to celebrate...but team 5 got better than us we just lay low fer the moment...stop grinning pris!!*hmph*..yeah..
came home....mum waws in a bad mood..din wanna push any further... den i saw something!!!
madagascar cute CUTE lil squirrel or whatever they called it...my sweet lil bro gave it to me...hehe so cute..am playing wit it rite now....dad came hme...was in a bad mood i guess..but i di something sto0opid actually...felt sto0opid but it made ma dad laughed...
this is waht happen...was playing with the squirrel..so let it go and it zoomed ard...so mum called me to the kitchen...then i ACCIDENTALLY OK? ACCIDENTALLY stepped on that freakin squirrel and fell face flat....sheesh..how sto0opid di i look infront of my bro n father...that was totally embarassing....
heh....well it was worth it...when that lil UNSHUT UP OF A BROTHER came to kitchen n tell the whole story melodramaticly...the whole kitchen roared wit laughter...ahhaha..sto0opid me..
hmm what else..oh yeah for this week i think i wanna hear mly songs...after remembering a teacher callin me an insufferable mly student...haiz..better buck up...
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5.25.2005
@10:18 AM
what da hell?!!!!!!!!! why is it always me?I'm to blame fer everything!!! sicckening ppl in ma life...oh by the way rite now im tokin bout ma brother.... he failed every single SA1...wat the hell man....how could someone fail...its not only fail lor its an F9.... my god this is the first time in history.... how can someone fail their mothertongue..its depressing lorx.... the irony in this situation is that he FAILED...i GET THE DAMN SCOLDING....what the hell....im not cursing the 4 letter word as there r some not wanting to see it iin MY damn journal....wat the hell..... so wat my life has been control for the past dunnoe how many years...
hey look here missy i did teach him..its his responsinility to take in whatever i taught him....its not easy lor teaching..u wanna try?
all u do is go to werk dats all...i have to manAge the house, documents and all..wat the hell...go ask some 17 yr old whether they do dat...like no lorx...(well maybe a few..dats not the point here!) so freaking pissed.....my god i'd rather not have anything to do with him....
hmm the above is only like at 10 18 lors....
not the whole day yet...
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5.23.2005
@5:11 PM
hmmmm..... just return from malaysia this morning at about 3 am.....so tired....god i hope there is no more going to malaysia....well i dunnoe wats wrong with me there are something holding me back from letting my fury out.... i hope it does not do so often....i think im going to crack anysoon if this doesnt change...its so difficult to understand him...i have no idea what he wants...
anyway just saw star wars...its such a big turn off man...i tot it would be that good..but nah i misjudged....stupid freakin ppl walking up n down....if there small n short nevermind....this 1 tall n fucking big man...i mean i like super short...come on do some justice....be considerate..dats the last time im going to perling mall(in msia)...pathetic chairs n inconsiderate ppl...by the way i was just curious who would bring a baby at a 1145 show at nite to see starwars?
of course the baby would cry man....the sound surround was super loud...and the baby kept crying...cant belive the mum could still stay in the theater....come on ur baby is tired n sleepy n its super noisy...get out...n dun disturb others...n the kids god i wish they would just shut their face in the garbage bin....mummy y is that guy this...y dat...
stupid ass.....shut up n watch lah....freakin irritatin lor...shuch a waste of money....n the theater screened only 2 shows....my first time this happens...a movie theater ehich screens 2 shows...how pathetic....
ok the better side of my day:
went to kota tinggi waterfalls.....heheh met a cute singaporean guy there...
we talked while sitting under the rush of the waters falling onto my aching body...heheh hes super cute n funny...heheh...my dad saw us..but just smiled...heheh so good...hes living at bedok...hmm qite far...his sister was young n so cute...hahah....after that we talked n joke...
then time to go home...said bye....den went up to change.... i think i spent like 30 min waiting fer the person in da toilet..then ma turn...so got ready in 45 mins..(hehe*grinx*) when i went out i saw him...so surprised....he said i took so long to change then i told him that im a gal...laughed...so my dad n siblings n cousins were waiting fer me...(was the last 1) then we walked....he was at the back...
at the carpark....better!!!GUESS WAT?!!! HIS FATHER'S CAR WAS PARKED NEXT TO MINE...ONE THING THOUGH...LOST HIS DAMN NUMBER....
THATS WAS ALL...ending however abruptly....
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5.09.2005
@8:30 AM
sial..aku dah nak mampos sak...haiz nie minah ciner nak eeeeee...... sak aku anggap dier sebagai kawan..bukan nyer kekasih...damn....dier salah anggap...dah cakap pon masih tak faham...nak giler ku di buat nyer....dier dah abok kot...dah lah peluk peluk ku ....eeee geli nyer...bulu romer naik.....haiz...asal lah dier tak der crush kat org lain ker...as in yanie ker julaina ker norma ker...asal aku sak
geram nyer....
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5.03.2005
@12:50 PM
heya ppl...hehehe so long neber blog..mish me?? hahah im fooling myself....
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